Recover Integrity: Blog

What to expect in this episode:   Yeshaia Blakeney hit bottom on Pico in Los Angeles  He was pulled over an arrested for selling marijuana That was the moment of surrender for him, where he said ok I give up I lose Show me the way out   The Moment of Surrender   My bottom was on Pico in Los Angeles     I got pulled over  I was selling marijuana  ...

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What to expect in this episode:   If you’re in a real situation that is making your life difficult I would say go inside of yourself and say, where are you stuck  If there’s a favorite question, it's those that the answers have a real impact on somebody’s life I’m trying to get off heroin, what do you think about Suboxone Maintenance That’s a common question, but import...

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What to expect in this episode:   When I first came into recovery it was like a giant mountain I didn't know how to climb People were giving me info, love, encouragement, support, so I began The Climb You begin to plateau, but then you are granted a moment of grace - when all those burdens flip off your shoulders and become a foundation   My Moment of Grace When I first...

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What to expect in this episode:   My life turned out ok - do I have regrets about my path in addiction I do not regret the path, but I regret every person I bumped into and harmed along the way I didn't have values, I was not a good dude I regret that   My Regrets I was speaking to a group of high schoolers and somebody asked me the question, "well for you this all work...

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What to expect in this episode:   The pervasive feeling at AA  meetings that drugs or alcohol actually saved many from suicide Drinking can lead to bonding, which is good, until the tipping point of addiction Acknowledging as a society that there’s a piece of that that’s beautiful, but that beauty can rot over time   Drugs and Alcohol Saved My Life 🙏 If I had...

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What to expect in this episode:   Huston Smith Said, "The Self is Too Small for Perpetual Enthusiasm What makes us miserable and stuck as human beings, is that we’re stuck in ourselves Path to Growth is to get out of the Self   The Self is Just Too Small   Huston Smith has this quote, “That the self is too small for perpetual enthusiasm” It’s a lot of wor...

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