What to expect in this episode
- Yeshaia’s Rock Bottom Moment
- Incarceration & Panic
- When the Darkness in Your Life is Exposed
- The Need for Something “Good”
Yeshaia tells the story of his own “intervention”. The day he went to jail and the weight of his life and his decisions came into sharp focus.
Finding Rock Bottom in Jail
I went to jail I remember I was in the county jail, and I had a panic attack – because I was so frightened and I was scared of the trouble I was in, and I was also really ashamed.
Because suddenly the darkness that I have been living in was really palpable to me and I couldn’t find anything in my life that felt good.
That was a bottom for me, yeah, it was, it was an eye-opener – Oh my god there’s nothing good and me and in my life! – and so as soon as I realized that I knew what I needed I needed good something good – you know – that really began the journey of recovery for me.